i usually leave my blog posts up for a few days but then these few days haven't been just mere normal days. if you read my previous post, it'll help understand why i wasnt in school on friday to face the you-know-what. hence i have had to rely on other secondary sources to find out how people did. but As, Bs and Cs dont really tell the whole emotional story of the day and somehow asking everyone on my contact list how they did was certainly not a very sensitive thing to do, especially considering that some msn nicknames resembled the last words of a potential suicide. in short, i really dont dare ask some people about this whole thing. i mean, if you see the person face-to-face, you can tell from their expression if its safe or not to ask. but randomly asking via the phone or msn felt quite heartless to me. all the what ifs to think about. so all i have left is snippets of that fateful day. eg: i saw her crying; he didnt do very well; she looked quite shocked; he was damn happy; i really dont know about so-and-so; etc. i think some people are a little confused as to what sort of attitude to have with their results. happy, sad, angry, oh well whatever, please dont ask me, it was ok lah... i'm personally satisfied with my own results. its not spectacular, but its not disastrous either. it felt more like a burden off my shoulders. i can finally get it over with and move on with life.