Although i dont want to live a life of "what-if"s and "if only"s, i cant help but do it many times. especially whenever i feel that i've let someone or other people down. i know that, heck, its my life anyway so why should i apologise to other people for the decisions i make. but i cant do that, considering that the decision made wasnt really a matter of life and death. like i could have agreed to it if i was willing to squeeze some time for it, but didnt because i'm just the "nua" sort of person who doesnt like rushing from place to place.

So anyway, how did i spend valentine's day? with other guys la, of course. there was a board meeting and while waiting for the general to come in, the department heads were also talking about their wives and valentine's day. men trained for front-line combat go meek and mild when the other half becomes the general at home haha.. and the rest of the day was spent packing oranges into bags for cny celebrations. carry the boxes of oranges down. pick two similar-sized oranges. poke them. place them in the bags. put the bags into one corner. count the bags. carry the empty boxes out. good job guys....