I'm back into my thinking mood again.. was just wondering about the different types of people in your life.. not as in the irritating people or nice people.. but as in the way you categorise people you meet.. like there are people whom you dont really know and maybe give a polite smile if you saw them on the mrt.. then there are those whom you dont really talk to usually but when you see them sometimes you would have no problems starting a conversation.. and then there are some people whom you see often but somehow you just cant really hold a conversation with them.. talking like polite strangers except that we know each other.. and of course there are the close circle of friends.. and finally there a small group of people whom we wish to throw out of our lives but we cant always do so.. hmm.. i guess life is all about relationships right.. and it doesnt help that everyone's different too.. and there'll be people who'll be a big part of your life now but then fade away after a while.. like your primary school friends.. i realise that the older you get, the harder it is to make real true friends.. most people are polite and diplomatic.. i dont intend to count.. but i'm sure the number of real friends i have is quite small.. and then as time passes, new people will enter my life.. while others will just disappear.. its quite sad to think that so many people whom you've grown close to will just eventually go seperate ways and we'll probably never see each other ever again.. sure we can promise to keep in contact.. but like i dont even talk to half the people on my msn list anymore.. esp those i know in sec school.. i guess since we dont really know how long we'll have an impact on each others' lives.. we should just be a blessing to others while we can..