Promos aftermath.. some people are happy some are sad.. and i cant decide which way to feel.. more of relief that i passed more than i failed.. this should make me happy right.. but when i got back my papers, i just sat there in front of my table and felt..feeling-less... i feel sorry for those who failed quite badly.. i really do.. and i cant help but feel pissed at those who passed everything yet they look so miserable.. like how they cant do S paper or they didnt get 4As.. what crap la.. ok.. so maybe my own expectations are kinda low.. just get promoted or advanced or whatever to get to j2.. never dreamed of taking S paper and all that.. i guess some people have higher expectations of themselves.. conversation overheard in the printing shop:
"so how's your results?"
"Oh quite bad la.. A-C-D-E (or something like that)"
These people ah.. i also dunno wad to say..
I guess after my disastrous term results, anything to get me promoted would do.. so i have no regrets that my highest grade so far without moderation is just a D.. i guess i should be thankful for what i already have.. like my chinese results.. i passed la.. i added up the marks and it came out to 101/200... like wow!!...
Hmm... some might say that i should ideally be striving for perfection.. true sometimes.. but i think knowing your limits and setting realistic targets for yourself is quite important too right..

oh ok.. i cant believe i just wrote so much about promos... argh..
and dun be mad at me if you think i'm compaining about you.. i'm not.. really..