do you sometimes have this feeling where even though you still have a lot of things to do, you still dont feel like rushing to go do it? Yeah.. thats how i'm feeling now.. i'm supposed to be preparing a rough draft for my pw oral presentation but i'm still here slacking and wasting time.. and i dont feel like as though its super urgent.. i think sometimes we reach a point when we are just so sick of rushing from deadline to deadline that we just give up.. bored as i am there's still a million and one things i would rather do than get started for pw.. like going over to my bed to sleep.. even though at the back of my mind i keep telling myself that i must do it i must do it.. the mind is willing but the flesh is weak?.. yup i think so.. come to think of it, its like reaching high notes on the trumpet.. like i know how its supposed to sound like.. but sometimes even after squeezing and pushing you just cant get that high note.. and speaking of band.. i'm glad our j1 batch doesnt sound as crappy as we did previously when the seniors left.. we sounded quite good today i think.. on the other hand school is boring.. sian.. i'm seriously quite sick of school actually.. i've had enough of studying.. i wanna a life that isnt dominated by school.. i wanna go see the big world...